ok, so I'm sure you are all just dying to know about my jr. year of highschool. Well, it wasn't exactly my Jr. year, it was the summer between Jr and Sr. Year. I met the greatest people. One in paticular I will call T-Bo. He was three years older then me and had come back from college to work as a manager where I worked. I had been working at this place(movie theater) for almost a year but had never met T-bo cause he was off in college. Well we hit it off right away, and had the best time together. We didn't date, we were just friends, I liked him but I thought he considered me like a little sister, turns out he didn't but I didn't realize that until WAY to late. So I dated other guys that I worked with during that wonderful summer and had a blast with my friends, all the while becoming closer and closer to T-bo, who I still had no clue that he liked me. Well, here was my first major mistake, bad idea, error in judgement, etc. etc...

In the beginning, I never would have looked down that long golden road that I thought was my future and pictured my life as it is today. I had in fact thought by now that I would be married to some hot,tall,dark haired, broad shouldered, sucessful, sexy as hell guy. I thought that I would be living in Boston, or possibly New York City, but probably Boston, I would have graduated from an expensive private college just outside of Boston and I would now be this amazingly sucessful FBI agent. My apartment in the city would of course be this trendy loft style with great furniture and great art work, I would have all of these amazingly sucessful friends and co-workers. Appearently my life is what happens when you make poor decisions.

I think that it all began my junior year of highschool, nine years ago..........